I was wondering and asking myself
"SHOULD I BLOG ?"
yes , its sounds so lame but still is a question in my heart
2years ago , I created this blog.
and now my blog is like or consider almost half dead
in 2011 as my close mates know , I always being busy .
Is already timeless for rest and Im using a phone without wifi function
so please expect too much xD
However , in 2011 I really did alot of awsomeness stuff but I didn't using my words and my talk to save it as a memories.
but all this will be in my heart and I still do have some photo =)
I still remember I was so shock that I went to saga!
Yes, Im happy that can be the save class with her , my best friend .
she will know when she read this.
if she don't just let it be .
and because of getting to a new class , new environment.
Yes, I feel stressful . In my class I met some SIAO person
who can PLAY HARD and STUDY HARD!
I feel bad and a little bit of shamefulness ,
when I was been looking like them but ain't like them .
is just so awful !
In this new environment thank god is I met a new friend .
Can't consider that she is new friend to me
cause in 2007 I already know who is this girl but we just schoolmates and we don't talk.
and she told me she feel same too ! xD
but this can't stop our relationship goes on.
we bumped each other in this year
she sit right beside me
at first we feel weird about each other and we went out so random for movie.
although we didn't say it out , but we can feel it .
You don't know what happen coming next , so just continue and stay tune.
after our once heart to heart talk , the distance of our heart is getting closer and closer.
and I truely believe that , we have some language which only we both can understand.
We eat, We chat , We play , We sing , We celebrate days , We give each other nickname, We smile , We dreams , We Kap-zai and so
yes we did , we did alot of crazy things and make each others life more wonderful , more joyful and memorable.
Dear toofy , you know how much I love you .
You mean alot to me .
Please keep touch with me , because I will touch your heart back.
just like I said :"Friends is some one will touches your heart "
after today , I will be officialy 18.
actually I don't why people are so excited for it.
To me , is just new begin .
what we should do and what shall we do .
is the same , we need to live , our life still go on.
and we just getting older xD
Well , I don't know what to write actually
I think I should be thankful that I have some girlsmate being with me
for yeng :
please don't be so busy , I know I have no right to said this.
because I also kind of those busy person
but I really want to spends some time with you
You know what you owe me and you know in my heart you have your place.
for sushi,
in my heart , you were deeply in there.
you know who much I appreciate you.
being friends for 11years and will still being close although not like form 2
but I still believe however how far we go , we still being together.
next time don't ffk me again . twice ady xD
for belle,
ok lah , I love you .
I know you will be touch that you see this.
cause I never said it to you .
so can this consider as a new year gift ?
you know me well and same to me .
you know my hear no need said those lapsap stuff.
what I wanted to said is
please think well when you want to end something
for you and the anther is alot and meaningful.
please love your love more .
you know what I mean
for J.Hao ,
I don't know what kind of thankful or touched words to you
because you macam my bro always take care of we both .
although , she left but you still do your part and love her so .
I really hope you being well no matter is being with or not
don't forget you still have him and me , we will cover you .
and I want my HD on jan 9 so watch out!
For Mun,
I know what you do for me and how you feel about me
is just that you know I banyak pasal
being your soulmate is content for me and I feel good
you always is the one that I can rely,
the one that makes me feel beloved,
the one can makes me happy,
the one will raise me when I feel sad,
the one will never makes me feel lonely.
I know what had you done for me , I feel love.
Thankyou , I kept you in heart.
for Stella JY,
Mau pergi shopping , mau pergi yamcha , mau buat alot of stuff.
don't worry I will keep my promise I swear.
I hope you didn't not regret in XJ .
people you met here.
people that love you.
I hope you enjoy.
and some one said some how you and me got a bit alike
at least we siao kia like to SHOP xD
for jowyn,
I do see that you enjoyed your new life HUH?
hahahahaha, thank that you didn't regret.
just keep go on , you will earn more in this journey .
you what I mean right ?
oh yea , is spm year , don't let yourself be so stress.
everything will be fine =)
for weijin,
can please be more gentle and have a life more awsome xD
you get what I mean right ?
please be like a lady if not we will be worry that
you still can't get a boyfriend in future
those lapsap words tak payah cakap
cause you also tak cakap.
at least we know what each other mean for it.
yes , thankyou for forgiving me being wilfulness and treated you badly .
oh yea and scold you without reason xD
but this what BF means .
so next year continue let me scold you lah hahahahahaha
for peiyi,
I will pray for u to be well in campsite
for not getting insane about the k-pop thingy.
giving me you camp side address so I can write you letter.
to shown that how much you mean to me
and how much I miss you .
thankyou for being my sis that always let me do everything I want.
help me do things that I hated
and tahan all those bad thing before its come to me.
remember I will be there for you.
ILY,PY=)
for mcat,
I always forget to give you a gift that I bought for u xD
don't keep everything in heart.
split it out , so we can help or listen you.
so that we can understand you .
you my best OP kaki forever.
without you in the coming next 3 months I will be very boring
and we will go our date when you back =)
ILYtoo xD
At last for sally ,
some times I know you feel back that you can't come back or not understand some stuff
but I will stand up for you .
although we didn't go out much this year actually twice only
nevermind I believe in 2012 will can go out like SIAO!
as I always said whenever you have your problem what lapsap
I also can be you listener.
I want my HAMDAN back.
JAN mau go pak toh with you just like we went midvalley last time =)
I love you so
so for others , doesn't not mean your not piece of cake of what
I just too lazy and tried to write xD
for my new year wish is
I wish I can complete the car thingy in feb .
SPM result not need all A cukup makan then is okay for me already
so I can continue my dreams to get what life I want in future
At last Happy new year eve
Im still seventeen xD
