Hello peoples ,
现在的心情真的很好，
或许我真的很喜欢这种精神。

希望这种精神能扩大，给所有的人，知道这一天的重要。
其实我们每一天都在接触媒体，每天从它身上知道不少的资讯。
当然，我们认为是事实才会被报道出来。

但是很可惜，如今它被禁锢。
那种感觉就像一个人给一群人捂着嘴巴，有很多话想说，但是由于一些外来的压力，只能选择，隐瞒事实。

if some one can own media , that person must be the strongest in this whole world!

so we must speak out and being supportive to this day.

虽然，我不是谁。
不是什么大人物，但是我确实是一名就读媒体的学生。
我真的希望以后，我们可以想说我们想说的，想写我们想写的。

而世界新闻自由日跟黄绿衣活动比起来，可能显得渺小
或许也没有人会留意，但是这绝对不是一件能属虎的事情。

对于媒体的passion, 从来没有少过。
如今，因为前几日，看见记者们的惨事和腐败的制度，心中真的感觉悲哀。

好了，不说了。
希望明年，这个活动，会有更多人的支持。

最后以一张combination 的图来结束这篇文章。

我们都是学记，都是爱护媒体自由的一群青年。

;D

this is how I feel for today ><

Today started my 1st class in college.

Seems like I haven't get use in this next chapter of life.

feel so unconcern .

morning we have writting and reading class

suddenly our lecturer asked us to write an argumentative essay over 250words in 40mins

and we all are newbees we all just look at him and give him a super shocking face.

0.O

what to do ?

we just write it out as we can write right ?

4omins past, we need to hand up our essay .

but before handing up lecturer comment about our mistake that he saw in our paper

and I do realise that almost all the mistake that he mention , I almost did it all.

so MALU nia ><

I think I better work hard in english , if not I will be kick out from this society somedays

btw our class ended an hour earlier

the our next class postpone an hour from the actual time

which mean we have 4hour time blank ><

so we decided go to OU for lunch and have a walk

3pm our class should be start but too bad miss is late for half an hour.

when she walk in she told us we have PRESENTATION and COURSEWORK .

once again we being shocked again .

Seems like newbees will be shocked for many times for the first day in school ><

is true, because just now around 8.30pm , i was checking my mail

suddenly i saw mail from miss , that she ask her to do research and HOMEWORKS LOL

another shocking fact again.

CIAOS!

super tiring now.

You know what ?

I starting miss my long hair ><

especially when I take this snap , I do think if I still have my long hair will be prettier xDDD

Btw, I macam grow fat already ><

Ciaos!

going midvalley for dinner <3

Hello peoples,





I hope here do still have some xD
Been times that I didn't update here,
Im sorry is just that Im too busy to have a couple of time to blog.

Back to the story,
Now I am a college student in KDU hahahahahaha
which is located at damansara jaya
and too bad is I haven get my CDL and CAR
so my mother will be my full time driver and peg will be my part time drive

LOL

see how bad am I ? xD

Orientation day actually is boring.
Although is a chance to meet new peoples
Basicly orientation day is something like one day camp,
so people who use to go camp like me , everything is just so common to us.


The schools is great.
Food is average.
Of course do have hot ANGMONG GUY , but I don't know them x)

How about friends?
Oh yes , do meet some.
But not really can talk with them .
Is not language problem, I do speak english.
The problem is personality problems


Some of those are too bitchi for me
some of those too k-pop
is hard to find some one who knows you and cares you ><
thats why I do agree in college is kind of hard to makes true friends.


You know what ?
I started to miss my high school friend and Xj mates
at least you guys understand me & know me

Awww.....
I ain't sad ,is just compair now and past.
it just makes me feel you guys are great.

Need to go home now, cause actually I in my college now xD
CIAOS!

One of the fact about life is

life is never going to fair , so life as just we know it.

Actually , I feel awful.

something sad and geram while these few days I'm working.

just that thing getting worse and I just can't do anything.

for me I being thankful what I already own

but some time I feel that I also the unlucky one.

I always wonder why my luck is being so bad from the day I born till now.

never mind , if the god don't want to bless me.

I still gonna to work my ass off to do what I want

so of course since I has no luck the journey to success will be even tough.

I will be strong and I know it I can survive.

btw, HCNY.

;D

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#481

A very happy new year for peeps , friends, love and mates.

Is a grand new year, in this day perhaps everyone have their on plan.

Yesterday went out with tooffy to buy my dad birthday present

and accompany her for her job interview.

since she not going back home to sarawak I hope that she can get her job xD

if not she will be awful xD

around 3pm we left

because in the evening I still have another activity anther event to go

yes is kepong XJ gathering plus countdown

but one thing sad that is most of out members didn't not really present themself.

ahem , I'm blaming you guys, don't worry .

well, jowyn send me to wenyi house

and then when I reach they just so semangat and shout :"da ka jie you finally came"

I'm LOL ,hahahahahahahaha1.

and I feel happy when I see my junior senior and my yearmates too.

I was shick to see vincent by the way his hair looks so cacat xD

but since he is fried french fries for us so I can forgive about his hair

everybody is busy preparing for out coming dinner

which is BBQ and STEAMBOAT.

and I had nothing to do cause all the "meals" and some of them has rampas all those work to do.

I feel so bored , suddenly I saw some one wearing a hat.

I just take off his hat and look at him

OMG is Jacky hahahaha, I just shouted out "you looks so cute in your botak hair cut "

after that went out with senyi , canly and felicia to buy ice

while the way home this two little girl scared by a wild dog

me and sengyi just non-stop laughing on them =P

errrr....

then blah blah blah .

seriosly im kinda lazy to type because 1hour later im going ady so

just let this tempo move faster to night.

night after eating we went to the park for countdown and wishing each other

then my poiyi came and phone me

telling me that she don't want to go NS

me and weijin is like speechless because she said wanted to hear our voice

but no matter what we say we just can't cheer her up

cause she is too upset about going there

until today she still sms while she is on the way going to .

Aw yong poi yi just let it be lah

after 75days we will miss PLKN

enjoy your NS lah

then we played RUNNING MAN

hahahahaha , what I only can say , Im too evil to make sengyi and peishan lose

which makes out dinner tan win the game ><

yes , I have a joyfulness countdown with them

I hope we still have chance for yamcha or so

then today arounf 9am I leave wenyi house

when I reach home bath then sleep for 2hours cause today almost 5AM we guys only sleep

imagine what siao stuff we did yesterday and this morning xD

around 11am I went to my aunt house for some helping

cause today her place having house warming and birthday celebration for her kai lui

until now only come back

at first I don't feel like blogging but no choice

my lil bro now only want to clean mop the floor so I can't walk in to my room and sleep

how sad ><

well , later I going out with family for movie

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

i feel so sleepy tapi my bro haven gaodim .

T^T

so i just continue crapping xD

well for this new year a grand new year

and Im 18. I have my right to things I like

choose what I want

so I wish in 2012 I can walk to road who lead me to my dreams

so that in future I will get what life that I want

CIAO!

happy new year

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#480

I was wondering and asking myself

"SHOULD I BLOG ?"

yes , its sounds so lame but still is a question in my heart

2years ago , I created this blog.

and now my blog is like or consider almost half dead

in 2011 as my close mates know , I always being busy .

Is already timeless for rest and Im using a phone without wifi function

so please expect too much xD

However , in 2011 I really did alot of awsomeness stuff but I didn't using my words and my talk to save it as a memories.

but all this will be in my heart and I still do have some photo =)

I still remember I was so shock that I went to saga!

Yes, Im happy that can be the save class with her , my best friend .

she will know when she read this.

if she don't just let it be .

and because of getting to a new class , new environment.

Yes, I feel stressful . In my class I met some SIAO person

who can PLAY HARD and STUDY HARD!

I feel bad and a little bit of shamefulness ,

when I was been looking like them but ain't like them .

is just so awful !

In this new environment thank god is I met a new friend .

Can't consider that she is new friend to me

cause in 2007 I already know who is this girl but we just schoolmates and we don't talk.

and she told me she feel same too ! xD

but this can't stop our relationship goes on.

we bumped each other in this year

she sit right beside me

at first we feel weird about each other and we went out so random for movie.

although we didn't say it out , but we can feel it .

You don't know what happen coming next , so just continue and stay tune.

after our once heart to heart talk , the distance of our heart is getting closer and closer.

and I truely believe that , we have some language which only we both can understand.

We eat, We chat , We play , We sing , We celebrate days , We give each other nickname, We smile , We dreams , We Kap-zai and so

yes we did , we did alot of crazy things and make each others life more wonderful , more joyful and memorable.

Dear toofy , you know how much I love you .

You mean alot to me .

Please keep touch with me , because I will touch your heart back.

just like I said :"Friends is some one will touches your heart "

after today , I will be officialy 18.

actually I don't why people are so excited for it.

To me , is just new begin .

what we should do and what shall we do .

is the same , we need to live , our life still go on.

and we just getting older xD

Well , I don't know what to write actually

I think I should be thankful that I have some girlsmate being with me

for yeng :

please don't be so busy , I know I have no right to said this.

because I also kind of those busy person

but I really want to spends some time with you

You know what you owe me and you know in my heart you have your place.

for sushi,

in my heart , you were deeply in there.

you know who much I appreciate you.

being friends for 11years and will still being close although not like form 2

but I still believe however how far we go , we still being together.

next time don't ffk me again . twice ady xD

for belle,

ok lah , I love you .

I know you will be touch that you see this.

cause I never said it to you .

so can this consider as a new year gift ?

you know me well and same to me .

you know my hear no need said those lapsap stuff.

what I wanted to said is

please think well when you want to end something

for you and the anther is alot and meaningful.

please love your love more .

you know what I mean

for J.Hao ,

I don't know what kind of thankful or touched words to you

because you macam my bro always take care of we both .

although , she left but you still do your part and love her so .

I really hope you being well no matter is being with or not

don't forget you still have him and me , we will cover you .

and I want my HD on jan 9 so watch out!

For Mun,

I know what you do for me and how you feel about me

is just that you know I banyak pasal

being your soulmate is content for me and I feel good

you always is the one that I can rely,

the one that makes me feel beloved,

the one can makes me happy,

the one will raise me when I feel sad,

the one will never makes me feel lonely.

I know what had you done for me , I feel love.

Thankyou , I kept you in heart.

for Stella JY,

Mau pergi shopping , mau pergi yamcha , mau buat alot of stuff.

don't worry I will keep my promise I swear.

I hope you didn't not regret in XJ .

people you met here.

people that love you.

I hope you enjoy.

and some one said some how you and me got a bit alike

at least we siao kia like to SHOP xD

for jowyn,

I do see that you enjoyed your new life HUH?

hahahahaha, thank that you didn't regret.

just keep go on , you will earn more in this journey .

you what I mean right ?

oh yea , is spm year , don't let yourself be so stress.

everything will be fine =)

for weijin,

can please be more gentle and have a life more awsome xD

you get what I mean right ?

please be like a lady if not we will be worry that

you still can't get a boyfriend in future

those lapsap words tak payah cakap

cause you also tak cakap.

at least we know what each other mean for it.

yes , thankyou for forgiving me being wilfulness and treated you badly .

oh yea and scold you without reason xD

but this what BF means .

so next year continue let me scold you lah hahahahahaha

for peiyi,

I will pray for u to be well in campsite

for not getting insane about the k-pop thingy.

giving me you camp side address so I can write you letter.

to shown that how much you mean to me

and how much I miss you .

thankyou for being my sis that always let me do everything I want.

help me do things that I hated

and tahan all those bad thing before its come to me.

remember I will be there for you.

ILY,PY=)

for mcat,

I always forget to give you a gift that I bought for u xD

don't keep everything in heart.

split it out , so we can help or listen you.

so that we can understand you .

you my best OP kaki forever.

without you in the coming next 3 months I will be very boring

and we will go our date when you back =)

ILYtoo xD

At last for sally ,

some times I know you feel back that you can't come back or not understand some stuff

but I will stand up for you .

although we didn't go out much this year actually twice only

nevermind I believe in 2012 will can go out like SIAO!

as I always said whenever you have your problem what lapsap

I also can be you listener.

I want my HAMDAN back.

JAN mau go pak toh with you just like we went midvalley last time =)

I love you so

so for others , doesn't not mean your not piece of cake of what

I just too lazy and tried to write xD

for my new year wish is

I wish I can complete the car thingy in feb .

SPM result not need all A cukup makan then is okay for me already

so I can continue my dreams to get what life I want in future

At last Happy new year eve

Im still seventeen xD